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  For Nancy

  acknowledgments

  To Elizabeth, for taking a chance on me.

  To the online writing community, where I have made so many wonderful friends and gained so much valuable insight.

  To my family and friends, who have been so supportive and patient with me while I try on this new hat.

  To everyone who has embraced their inner Grace.

  And to Peter, who has always been my George.

  one

  You do realize I have seen you naked before, right?” Holly shouted through the bedroom door.

  “Yes, love, but it’s been a while. I don’t think you’re ready for this.”

  “Is this an ‘I don’t think you’re ready for this jelly’ situation?”

  “Did you actually just say that to a half-naked girl? Seriously, you should know better. You’ll give me a complex. Asshead.”

  “You’re making this too hard, Grace.”

  “That’s what she said,” I muttered, and laughed quietly to myself. I was in the process of trying to get my butt into a new pair of low-rise jeans that were so very, very low, they might have been illegal.

  “That’s it,” Holly announced. “I’m coming in. Suck it in, Grace!”

  She came barreling through the door, stopping short when she saw me struggling on the bed. I was laid out flat on the sheets in a charming lacy peach bra, halfway in and out of the damn jeans that she had convinced me to buy, even though I knew I was in no way young enough to work them in the way they deserved to be worked. Holly had always had a way of getting me to do things she wanted me to do, under the guise that she knew what was best for me. And, mother-of-pearl, she was almost always right.

  “Sweet rack,” she said, acknowledging my bra. “Do I need to get a pair of pliers and pull the zipper up myself? Didn’t we see that done in a movie once?” she mused.

  “Yes, yes we did . . . a little help? I’m giving a full salute here. I’d like to get the girls back under wraps,” I answered, struggling to stay on the bed at this odd angle.

  “I can see that. Okay, hold your breath,” she said, and grabbed the button of my jeans. I pulled with all my might as the zipper finally closed, leaving me breathless.

  “Holy Lord. I think my uterus just left. Yep, there she goes,” I moaned.

  I couldn’t believe how tight these jeans were, although I was damn proud to be wearing them. A “you go, girl” thrill rolled through me, but it could have also been the lack of oxygen from the denim restricting my air supply.

  Holly helped me climb off the bed, and I turned to admire the way I looked in these badass jeans, thinking that maybe I could actually pull them off. I still caught myself examining the mirror at times and having to look twice to make sure it was really me.

  She saw me checking myself out and chuckled. “You’re looking sassy there, my friend. I would totally fuck you.”

  “That’s charming, Holly. Thanks.” I smiled back at her as I continued to pose in the mirror. I began to vogue and got to giggling.

  “Grace, settle down. Vogueing is just wrong.” She laughed, giving me one last thumbs-up as she left the room.

  I had recently shed quite a bit of weight. In fact, I was in better shape now than when I was in college. Holly was proud of me and made sure to tell me often.

  Holly Newman and I met in college. While we both majored in theater, she knew early on that she preferred the behind-the-scenes world, especially the business side, while I was a major drama queen. The entire time we were in school together, we made plans for when we would conquer the entertainment world. She would have her own agency and manage only the best talent, working with artists who shared a similar creative vision. I, however, had stars in my eyes and wanted to be famous, famous, goddamned famous.

  She made it out to the coast six months before I did, and when I finally got there, she was already working her way up as a junior agent at one of the major firms in town. She had a real knack for artist management, knowing when to be tough and when to coddle. She knew when to really fight for her artists and when to lay the groundwork for future projects. When I arrived, she got me a job temping in the agency, and I watched in awe as she maneuvered in what was still very much a man’s world.

  With Holly’s perfect golden hair, fantastic figure, and stylish sensibility, she was asked all the time why she was working behind the scenes rather than in front of the camera. The girl was a knockout. But she always laughed and said, “It’s just not for me,” and then worked harder than everyone else.

  I loved L.A. I’d moved in with Holly, started taking acting classes, and worked at the agency with her, while waiting tables at night in a restaurant in Santa Monica. I really felt like I was living the Hollywood lifestyle I’d been dreaming of since I could remember.

  After about six months, Holly convinced her boss that I should come in for a reading and be considered for representation. I was prepared, I read well, my headshots were flawless . . . and then I waited. And waited. And then waited some more. Finally, they agreed to take me on if Holly agreed to sign me personally as my sole representation.

  She began sending me out on auditions. I auditioned all over that town, and I was damn good. But so was everyone else.

  I didn’t book a single job.

  What they don’t tell you when you grow up in the Midwest, light-years away from L.A., is that when you move to Hollywood, everyone is the next Miss Hot Shit. We all think we’re the prettiest, we all think we’re special, we all think we are the only one who truly has what it takes. We all think our talent is genuine and true, we all think we have something to share with the world, and we all can’t understand why we aren’t booking jobs all the time.

  The thing is, in L.A., you can’t just be a pretty face, because you can airbrush that. You can’t just have a good bod, because everyone else is nipped and tucked in places you don’t even want to dream of. You can’t just giggle and toss your hair and be the punch line, because someone else already has that job sewn up.

  For all the people who move to L.A. each year, just as many leave, limping back to their hometowns like pretty little sad sacks, telling their “I lived in California” stories over cocktails with their old high school friends.

  I became one of those sad sacks—I only lasted in Los Angeles for eighteen months. I limped away, feeling like a failure for the first time in my life. I let the city and the industry beat me.

  But now I was back. It had taken me ten years to make it back, and this time I wasn’t going anywhere.

  Holly was having a party at her house to celebrate the launch of her new management company and had invited her close friends and several of the actors and actresses she represented. She had recently left a very high-profile position with a major agency. A few of her clients had chosen to stay with the other agency, but she was so good at crafting a career, particularly with fresh new talent, that many had followed her.

  Since I’d moved back to L.A., I’d been staying with her at her house in the hills. She’d done very well for herself and had a great house off Mulholland Drive with a view of the city below.

  Which brings us to the illegal jeans. As a thirty-three-year-old with some preexisting body image issues, I was trying to get into the mind-set I would need to navigate this party in this particular pair of jeans. I had matched the illegal jeans with a fairly conservative turquois
e, cowl-neck tank top and slid my feet into some very nice peep-toe sling-backs. I had great toe cleavage.

  I was wearing my hair down, which I rarely do, but Holly had banned all my ponytail holders this evening. We had gone that afternoon to get our hair done, and my red hair was a mass of soft curls. That stylist really earned his money, and even I had to admit the curls were shampoo-commercial-worthy.

  The party was in full swing, and everyone was having a great time. Because Holly only took on talent she truly wanted to invest herself in, they became her close friends as well. They were always at the house, and her circle had become my circle.

  “Grace, you can’t be serious. Feldman is way hotter than Haim.”

  I was deep in a discussion with Nick, a screenwriter whom Holly had known for years. He’d become one of my friends and could always be counted on as a good wingman at a party. Tonight we were knee-deep in the dirty martinis. Extra dirty. He was waiting for an actor to arrive whom Holly had recently begun to represent, an actor who apparently was poised to be the next big thing. I had yet to meet him, although Nick had admitted he was, and I quote, “yummy, scrumptious . . . a bit scruffy, but in a totally hot kind of way.” Also, his British accent was “lovely,” “to die for,” and “knock-me-down-and-fuck-me.”

  “Fine,” I said. “I will admit that Corey Feldman was genius in Goonies, and even semicute in Stand by Me. But no one holds a candle to my Lucas.” I was determined to win this round. We had recently gotten into a similar discussion about Steve Carell versus Ricky Gervais, and it didn’t end well. Someone got scratched.

  I heard a snicker behind me and a British voice said, “I think you’ve gotta give the edge to Haim, if only for getting to kiss Heather Graham.”

  I turned to acknowledge the obvious genius of the newcomer who knew License to Drive.

  “Hey, you’re Super-Sexy Scientist Guy!” I cried out, clapping my hands over my mouth as soon as I’d said it. I could feel my face redden instantly.

  Holly had a picture of this guy on her computer and had been referring to him as “Super-Sexy Scientist Guy” for the last month. This was her new client—the next big thing. He had the lead in a movie slated for a fall release that was already generating big buzz in town. I didn’t know much about the movie, but I knew that Holly was very excited to be representing him.

  Super-Sexy Scientist Guy gave me a confused and somewhat sheepish grin. Did he know how hot that grin was?

  Oh yeah, he totally knew.

  He extended a hand to me and in the queen’s English said, “Actually, I’m Super-Sexy Jack Hamilton.”

  two

  I  heard Nick’s sharp intake of breath as he almost knocked me out of the way to shake Jack’s hand.

  “Hi, Jack. I’m Nick. I saw you in your movie Her Better Half. Loved it! I also saw your pictures in Entertainment Weekly. Are you living here in L.A. now? Are you excited for Time to come out? Wow, you’re pretty.” Nick had forgotten to breathe and only stopped talking because he ran out of air.

  I watched as Jack’s face changed from surprise to confusion, then moved on to wonder and finally barely contained laughter.

  I giggled and began to extricate Nick’s hand from Jack’s. “Settle down, big guy. You can tell Jack he’s pretty all night long, but you don’t want to shock and awe him in the first five minutes.” I turned to Jack. “Hi, I’m Grace Sheridan—Super-Sexy Grace Sheridan. It’s nice to meet you.” I shook his hand while Nick panted next to me. “And you are quite pretty,” I added as Jack smiled back at me.

  Now that my surprised blinders were off, I saw a tall, lean young man who was almost a foot taller than me. He was wearing faded jeans, a black T-shirt with a gray zip-up jacket, and oh my, were those Doc Martens? He had on an old gray baseball cap and a few days’ worth of scruff that was definitely working for him. He seemed very comfortable in his skin, which, for a second, I imagined pressed up against mine in a tight embrace.

  The guy looks young enough to be your kid, Grace.

  Yes, but only if I’d really slutted it up in junior high . . .

  I shook my head to clear it a little and saw Holly working her way across the kitchen to greet Jack.

  “Hello, sweetness. How’re you tonight?” she asked, wrapping an arm around his shoulders and leaning in for a quick peck on the cheek.

  “I’m well, thank you. I’ve just been meeting Grace and, uh, Nick, was it?” Jack smiled again and Nick swooned. I snorted and Jack winked at me mischievously.

  “Grace is my girl,” Holly said. “We go way back. And Nick, well, Nick is necessary,” she said teasingly.

  Nick feigned annoyance and responded, “Bitch, please. Where are you gonna find another man who will take you to see New Kids on the Block? And go along with the lie that it was work related?”

  I almost spat out my cocktail, I was laughing so hard. Holly was the biggest closet New Kids fan around. I was one of the very few who knew this secret, maybe because I shared it.

  “I don’t know why you’re laughing, Miss Thing,” Nick said, turning his gaze to me. “You still fantasize over Joe McIntyre like you’re thirteen years old!”

  “Oh, I own my obsession. If Joey Joe were here right now, I’d break him. I have no shame,” I said, drinking the rest of my martini.

  Jack leaned over and whispered to me loudly enough for Holly to hear, “Is that why she’s been trying to get me an audition for Donnie’s next film? Should I be concerned?”

  With him this close, I finally noticed his eyes. Wow, they were intense. Dark emerald green with flecks of gold.

  This guy must get so much play.

  I leaned closer to him and said quietly, “You only need to worry if she asks you to dance for her. Watch out for that.”

  He gave me a sexy little smile while Holly took him by the hand and began leading him away. “Okay, kids. I need Jack to meet a few people. I’ll deal with you two later.”

  The two of them headed back into the living room as Jack waved over his shoulder, leaving me and Nick to laugh in the kitchen.

  “So, you played that real smooth, Nick. Is that the hottie you’ve been raving about all night?”

  “Don’t act like you didn’t think he was cute. I saw the way you checked him out,” he said, fanning himself. “I made such an ass of myself! I wanted to play it cool when I saw him, but I couldn’t make myself shut up! Did I actually tell him he was pretty?” A blush stained his cheeks.

  “Yeah, you did. But don’t worry about it. When I first moved out here, I was convinced I recognized an actor from Baywatch in the supermarket. I stalked him from produce all the way to the bakery, and when he finally looked at me, I muttered the word Hasselhoff and then ran and hid in the soup aisle. I still get embarrassed when I see a box of Cup Noodles.”

  “You should be embarrassed, because you’re still buying Cup Noodles, but whatever. Let’s get plowed and flirt with pretty boys!” he said, refilling my martini glass, making it extra dirty.

  I laughed and ignored the fluttering in my tummy when I heard a British accent floating in from the other room.

  Later that night, Holly and I were out on the terrace overlooking the city, working our way through our fourth cocktails and toasting her success. Nick came out to say his good-nights and slipped his arm around my waist.

  “Okay, bitches, I’m taking off. Be good, and make sure no one goes home with my pretty boy. I need to make sure he stays pure until I can convince him to switch teams,” he said teasingly, wagging his finger at Holly.

  “How do you know he doesn’t already play on your team, Nick?” I asked.

  Holly laughed and said, “Oh, sweetie, Jack is the hottest thing to hit this town in a while. He’s got girls throwing themselves at him every night. He’s discreet, but he is hittin’ that shit.”

  “Oh, God, I can’t hear any more. It’ll make me too sad. I’m going home to weep over some Manilow,” Nick cried as he made his way back into the house. He passed Jack on his way, who was talk
ing to two girls over by the piano, and he winked at Nick. I heard Nick mutter, “Tease,” as he walked by, and I could see Jack chuckling.

  “So, I get that he’s cute,” I said, “and what girl doesn’t like an accent? But why is he the next big thing? Nick mentioned something about a movie coming out—Time or something?” I asked as we watched Jack talk to the two girls, who couldn’t stop giggling at everything he said. I noticed he bit down on his lower lip constantly.

  Was he nervous?

  “Grace, are you serious? You can’t be serious. Time?” Holly looked at me incredulously.

  “What? Is this something I would know about?” I wracked my brain trying to remember if I had heard anything about this movie but was drawing a blank.

  “You’ve never read the short stories Time is based on? You really don’t know anything about them?” she asked, still looking shocked.

  “Hey, I’ve had a lot going on lately. I haven’t had a lot of time to read much. Besides, you know I read mostly nonfiction,” I answered, looking at Jack through the glass of the French doors.

  “It’s a series of short stories that were written for a women’s magazine, and they have everything you have ever wanted: passion, love, adventure, sex, humor. Practically every woman I know is in love with them! The main character, Joshua—holy hell. He’s a sexy scientist man traveling through time, and in each story he’s in a different period and with a different woman. This movie is going to be huge!” she squealed.

  “Hmm, I’m not usually a romance fan. Too schmaltzy, ya know? Not really a fan of science fiction, either. Gimme a good historical nonfiction, like the new book about Lincoln. They now think that he—”

  “Oh, would you shut up?” Holly interrupted. “Honestly, it’s like you’re sprinting toward the retirement home! And Time isn’t romance, it’s just . . . Gah, I can’t describe it! That’s why this movie is such a big deal—and why Jack is such a hot commodity right now. Women are losing their minds across this entire country waiting for it to come out, and he’s Joshua. Oh man, I can’t wait for you to read them! Swear to me right now that you’ll read them!”